this evening, as part of my attempt to "make christmas about the people i love and not about commercialism", i went xmas shopping with cas and shannon. it was really fun. we ate dinner in the food court then wandered around for a while. i managed to almost complete my shoping in zellers. all i have to do now is buy dollar gifts, and that's something i need to do alone. i've never finished my christmas shopping so early before. i usually wait until after my birthday. i wonder if this means i'm maturing or just getting more clever. but what is maturity but a more clever way of approaching things....
it was a very fun time hanging out with them, afterwards we went to cas's place and drank red wine and chatted. it makes me really happy to be surrounded by such wonderful people.
if he thinks i don't know what he's doing, he's wrong.
i don't want to. yup. i don't want to. that's probably the quickest way of curing me of any stupid notions. i feel a need to talk about it, even though talking isn't going to change anything. so instead i'll go to bed, and await your emails tomorrow. all i can do is trust and hope. hope and trust.
if you spit in the sky it will fall in your eye.
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