lint

my heart is feeling a little heavy. it seems that a lot of people, those i know and don't know, have been touched with difficulties at the moment. from relationship challenges, to loss of loved ones, to houses and neighbourhoods being flooded. and i don't usually have the right words to give comfort.

i also feel a little uneasy, because i'm in a small pocket of peace. we're finally in a rhythm with our two kids and routines. we just had a great vacation. we have so much to be thankful for. and i guess i feel a little funny about that. i don't know if i've ever felt at peace like this before. guiltily peaceful.

i feel weird about it. but at the same time, i should try to use this pocket to encourage and lift-up others. it might be a fleeting phase, so i should make the most of it.