ooooh, i'm super excited/nervous. i've just bought the mac os x tiger upgrade.... its super exciting, but i'm also scared i'm going to botch it somehow. i'll keep you posted on how things go.
so i'm having a really good day. its as though a cloud has lifted and i feel more like myself than i have in several months. its really nice. i don't like doing things/being things make me feel rotten. this is hard to explain. so i won't bother. i know this is confusing. oh, here's one example... i made it through the whole day at work not checking my hotmail once!! yay!! i wanted to break myself free from this crazy "email co-depencey" problem i've been having. seriously, there's nothing that can't wait until i get home. besides, i don't like doing it, it's very unprofessional and it distracts me from the task at hand. so that's one day down, i'm sure i can do it again tomorrow. i hope.
sometimes life is about making little steps to becoming who you want to be, or steps to disgarding who you're not.
today at work i got an urge to get big earrings. hahaha. i think that's so funny. so right after work (after buying my tiger upgrade) i went down to modern primitive and bought some new big wooden earrings. a little while ago i tried on my old silver earrings that have a colourful ball on them, and concluded although i love those earrings they don't suit me. dark coloured earrings match my hair and eyes better. so i now have these big brown earrings. one step closer to being a girly girl. its like 2006 is the year of the whole new lesley. i feel kinda like a little girl growing into shoes that are too big, and they're gradually fitting better.
minimize expectations to avoid being disappointed
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