ordinary

i stood at the intersection on my bike. i waited for the cars to pass so i could carry on my way. i began to notice the people in the cars. their facial expressions, their passengers, their vehicles – you can learn a lot about someone in just a few seconds. a black truck approached and as i turned my eyes to the driver he turned his gaze towards me. our eyes locked, i knew him, and it was clear that he knew me too. it was a loaded moment. a pregnant pause. it was nice to discover that although time has past that i was not forgotten.

i'm different to you. you are different to me. we are not the same. may we find common ground instead of invading land that doesn't belong to us.

hm, i think the last guy i had a crush on might be seeing someone. this sucks because i thought he just needed some time, but it turns out he just wasn't into me. the worst part is that she has the same first name as me, only spelled different. oh well, i'll just delete him from facebook, then crawl into bed and forget about it. forget about him. i've never deleted anyone from facebook before, i feel kind of guilty. but it's ok, he won't notice, so no harm done.

i have no doubt one day the sun will come out.