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as we go about our everyday lives, we don't always recognize our weakest personality traits. and most times people don't tell you to your face what they are. sometimes it's helpful to have unknown truths about ourselves shown to us. how else can we learn?

i had a long conversation with emma today about this website project we're working on. i made a big mistake by proceeding with irreversible changes before checking with anyone. i just wasn't thinking and i'm pretty regretful about it. i knew i had to take it on the chin when i was reprimanded for it. thankfully i have a good relationship with emma so after my tongue-lashing was finished, we were able to transition into a positive conversation with no hard feelings. as we chatted she told me (very kindly) "sometimes you just jump in with both feet!" and while that was news to me, it feels like a fair assessment. i would definitely describe myself as a rash person at times. as hard at it can be sometimes to admit one's mistakes, it was helpful to have that mirror held up at me. i'm sure the next time i feel an impulse to just dive in, i'll slow myself down a little.

well... my mom is on her way to south africa. she had two suitcases full of books the the library and could barely lift them! i'm not surprised, books are among the heaviest boxes when moving. i really hope she has a good time and that it's a positive experience.

no vaccination for your curse.