dichotomy

ok, so since i fell asleep so early last night i woke really early this morning. i woke a little bit around 4:30, but managed to fall asleep again. but by 5:30 i was awake and hungry, so i decided that i might as well get up and go to work (for a 7:00 start). at least it meant i got to leave early.

b and i have decided to drive up to ottawa this evening to go to MEC and ikea. we've changed our plans a few times, and most recently we were going to go tomorrow. but when we were chatting this morning, i said to him "do you want to have a free evening at home tonight, or a free day at home tomorrow" and we both agreed that having a free day at home tomorrow is better.

i figure we might as well take advantage of our freedom while we can. speaking of freedom, part of me feels like i've never gotten used to being free - being able to go wherever i want, whenever i want. it was always a novelty to be able to spontaneously do anything. so in a way, i'm not giving up something, but instead reverting to a former, more natural state. that's not to say there won't be times that i feel frustrated. i suppose that will pertain more to pre-planned things rather than spontaneous things.

a few weeks ago, b and i were looking over the wolfe island line-up and concluded that our baby's first music festival will be a good one! we're definitely still planning on going, i've seen babies there loads of times. realistically, we might have to leave on the 9:00 ferry, but we'll give it a shot and see if we might make it to the end!

i got foresight, i can see,
you'll make a cuckold out of me.