Sunday, November 22, 2009

angsty

i had all these grand designs for my evening. i planned to get a bunch of housework done after i got home from living room. but instead i think i'll get into bed early and enjoy the reality of lights out before bedtime. that almost never happens. my chores will still be waiting for me tomorrow. they're not going anywhere.

i've been pleasantly surprised. it's really special when you can get to know someone new and discover who they really are. i'm enjoying getting to know her. people are such amazing complicated people and i never cease to be amazed by them. i'm shy, and sometimes being around people is draining, but it's always worth it. i'm so glad i don't just live in my default setting, because if i did i'd probably never leave this house or meet anyone new, and that would be a tragedy. i actually did that for 2 months while i lived in toronto, my housemates were in the states for training and i was on my own. it was a bizarre experience, but most definitely showed me what i'd do with myself if i didn't try or push.

in the world of a girl, the words she hears they mean an awful lot.

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