procrastination

i kind of can't wait for my hair to grow back. i love super long hair. the way it waves around in the breeze on summer night. or the way it gently rests on my shoulders and falls down my back. i'm counting down the years. i figure my hair grows 6 inches a year, so by next february it'll be at my bra strap, and another year after that it'll be at my ideal length (mid-back). i have good hair days and bad hair days with it at it's current length. i find it's kind of hard to make it look playful without making me look childish. i was actually really liking my hair today, it was wavy and full, but now that i'm home i just want to throw it up into a long flowing ponytail, only i can't because it's too short. i've come up with a compromise, but it's not really what i want. oh well. i'll try to enjoy each unique stage, recognizing that part of the fun is the anticipation. besides, it's also fun trying to come up with new styles and up-dos.

flow it,
show it,
long as God can grow it,
my hair!