salt grain

me oh my. i'm sore and pooped. i don't wanna bathe the kats again or take down the gazebo or do the newsletter. argh. i have an attitude problem.

after church today i decided to go to indigo to read. i thought "oooh, i might just get a table if i go now". i was wrong all the tables were full, BUT i was pleasantly surprised to find melissa there reading, so we went out for lunch together. i was really happy about that because i like having lunch with people after church but i hadn't found anyone to ask. although, when i was on my way to indigo i did bump into cas and i would have asked her but she was sooo swamped we rainchecked it for another time. so that on top of my delight in seeing melissa made me even more excited that i'd found a lunch date. we went to the brew pub.

i find people confusing. to continue in the "i don't understand people" topic, i really genuinely don't understand people's minds. i just wish life was simpler. we should all live by that verse in the bible that talks about "let your yes be yes, and your no be no". seriously. none of this "i'm gonna say no, but act like yes." or "yes, but i'll throw some no in there from time to time". like what the!!! there's this person who i think has been mad at me for a little while. and i don't understand it. but maybe i'm just reading into things since i have that tendency - to think everything is about me. yesterday i said to laney "hey are those med students talking about us? why do they keep looking this way?" then i realized their friend was about to throw and we were sitting right behind him. so they were probably talking about the game.

i have this awful feeling that eventually certain topics that i try to keep obscure here on pspd may come into the light down the road and then i'll feel embarrassed. i think i might be safe though. however, i'm not entirely sure who checks my blog regularly since only a handful of people post. maybe the person i'm referring to has never been here at all. who knows.

ugh, i've got to get some work done. the nooma group is in t-minus 2 hoursish.