melinda reminded me tonight not to take everything so personally. she has a good point. when you combine that with my ability to twist people's words its a bad scene.
my letter of rejection hasn't arrived yet.
i stopped by the forbes' earlier and al showed up when i was there. which was so ironic since i was just saying today that i hoped to see him soon. i miss that crazy guy.
yesterday when i was at the Y, i was lying on the bench in the changing room (which is against my rules because i've seen naked ladies sit on those things), i'd not yet changed into my gym clothes. i had my arm over my eyes. just thinking. i was feeling kind of crappy, just needed a moment. the changing room started to fill up with a group of ladies who'd just finished a spin class so i sat up. one of the ladies said to me "are you alright? do you need me to get a..." i assured her i was fine. i was surprised that she'd approached me. can't a person just have a moment?? on the other hand, it was very thoughtful of her. i could have been ill. well i was KINDA ill. mentally ill. hahaha. not really, but we all have those days.
i remember teaching this girl sarah to drive stick. i've taught at least 3 people to drive standard. i'm a pretty good teacher, not too tense. with sarah, i remember specifically thinking "if there's a chance she will eventually get into an accident in my car, the more times she drives it the more likely it is that she'll crash". its like with each drive she got closer to the inevitable accident. i think i'm just thinking about this because i wonder if i'm pushing my luck. the past doesn't prove the future. at what point will i cross the line? am i nearing the last straw?
i'm feeling unusually tired. so i'm going to start getting ready for bed.
YAY BECKIE IS HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!! woo-hoo!
where are we?
what the hell is going on?
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YAY!!!!!!!
Thanks for the welcome! :D
I am SOOOOOOOOOO excited.
"i remember teaching this girl sarah to drive stick"
but yet, if she's getting closer and closer to an accident, did you really teach her?
i go by statistical probabilities some days. if i don't leave the house, i am less likely to be run over by a car. i still leave the house though.
yay!!
i taught her to drive stick, i didn't teach her to drive. if she was slow in breaking and was reckless that had nothing to do with me teacher her to handle a clutch.
sorry, i didn't see the difference between teaching her to drive and teaching her to drive stick. I get it now. My friend Kim once tried to teach me how to drive stick, but she didn't teach me how to drive, so I understand now. Even though I have no car, so these ideas are all remote and far away to me.
Work is really quiet today.
funny how statements can be interpreted differently. i'm all about getting second opinions lately.
here... things are less quiet then i'd hoped. the knickers is in. hopefully tomorrow will be a tomb. then i can dance and sing all i want. ok maybe not.
yay! i can drive your car now when i get back if i ever have to!
oh hurray... i can't contain my excitment... :|
:p
My boss just left and now things are even MORE boring than before. And so, thus, a random comment on your blog.
i hear ya. days like that make lesley go crazy.
careful... random comments scare matt over on ablogopolyse.
Everyone needs a good scare before Christmas. If all it takes is leaving a random comment, that's not a high threshold to cross.
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