Thursday, December 03, 2009

translucent

sometimes by fluke my boyfriend eats dinner with my former best friend. sometimes these occasions involve cake & flowers, other times they debate natalie portman.

have you ever found yourself suddenly free from something you didn't want to do in the first place? does it leave you feeling completely elated?? that's how i'm feeling right now. a little piece of freelance logoing fell out of my lap last evening, and i can't remember when i last felt so relieved. i feel that i've learned a valuable lesson - that i should not agree to do things that will cause me stress and anxiety. it's amazing the difference in my heart and head now that i'm free from what felt like a massive burden. i know in reality it wasn't as big a stress other people deal with, but in this time and place it was more than i could bear, and suddenly everything else feels like soft and fluffy loveliness that i get to wrap myself in.

and to top it all off, my house is getting more and more tidy all the time. which is fantastic! last night i cleared off my chaotic desk!

i like it when other people can see happiness in me. that it's apparent and that it makes them happy to see :)

my face smells like mexico. i used the lotion from our swanky mexican hotel this morning and it's scent is transporting me back to a place and time when i shared a suite with 4 friends. incredibly fun times for sure. it's insane to think that was just this year. a LOT has happened since then, i sure know how to pack it in :D awesome. man, that was a great trip. great trip indeed.

your smile is a sweetener that really makes my day.

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