sunset

sometimes pms and stupid wedding stuff causes me to cry in my cubicle. that's the worst. it's fine, everything is working out great, it's just the relational issues that arrive (with people other than b). i will not miss that part of being engaged.

i've decided to really take my desire for weight-loss far more seriously, because being lazy about it is having the opposite affect. i'm a real snacker, and it must stop. so i've scheduled snack times for myself, and made myself nice healthy small meals. for my snacks i'm only permitting healthy snacks so i made myself some apple sauce from scratch this evening. i'm excited about eating it. the cinnamon came out much more ferociously than i'd anticipated, so it's a slighter browner hue that i'd expected. but it tastes good, i like cinnamon. i agree with jerry seinfeld when he said that cinnamon is the secret ingredient in most tastey foods.

this evening i went for a good long run around the new track at the m centre. then made the artwork for b and my mixed cd. we're giving away buttons and mixed cds for our party favours. it looks great. i'm very pleased. i'm pretty excited about this, i think they're the perfect give-aways for our wedding.

i know i'm right,
for the first time in my life.