Monday, December 05, 2005

wisk barren

i got a package in the mail from pamela. its a birthday/christmas present. its a really nice bag and some BRITSH CHOCOLATE!! i feel like a bad cousin because i didn't even think to send her a christmas present and its too late now. i think i've missed the christmas mailing by a few weeks. argh. i wish there was a way to hide my unthoughtfulness when she receives something in january. hmmm. and i wish there was something as equally awesome as british chocolate... if you haven't had some you don't know what you're missing. and don't expect me to share mine. i'm gonna have to ration it. although, i'll give 4 blocks to both melinda and irina.

i had to take the bus home again today because my car is in the shop for the 3rd time in 5 days. i hope they fix it this time. anyhow, riding the bus wasn't as fun as last time. maybe its become old hat already. maybe its partly to do with the fact that i had to run to catch it over an icy parking lot in my big tall brown boots. in those brief moments i recalled just what it was that i hated about taking the bus.

i feel a little hesitant towards my new bag. i didn't need a new bag. i like my current page just fine. why am i so anal about these things. lots of girls use several bags. why do i find it so confusing. its bad enough having a gym bag and a bag-bag. i have issues with calling my bag a "purse". i remember crying when my sister came home one summer with a purse. i was maybe 14 and was horrified to see my sister was growing up. it think it was partly that she was growing up without me. well i do sometimes need a smaller bag. mine is a bit of a mamoth bag. i'll keep it around, i'm sure occassions will arrise in which i can use it. its pretty rad, it wool. i have to say i was relieved that it wasn't a scarf because i'm very attached to my big multi-wooled winter scarf. that would have been even a bigger deal than a new bag. oh my, i need to me more flexible...

blessed are the flexible for they will not be bent out of shape.

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