Thursday, November 13, 2008

atomic

although it shouldn't, it gives me a great sense of satisfaction. i think i'll fall asleep with a happy little smirk on my face. i'm not being smug about it, i'm genuinely gleeful.

i love the dating advise i gave my friend today... "that's why people date, so that they can end it". haha. that's a rather morbid look at the dating world. and totally not what i meant, but i still find it funny.

kate and i agree.

i will be different. i will be the same. i will still go parchment-faced with embarrassment. i will quite frequently push the doors marked "pull", and pull the ones marked "push". i will be lonely, almost certainly. sometimes i will feel light-hearted, sometimes light-headed. i may sing aloud, even in the dark. i will ask myself if i am going mad, and if i do, i won't know it.

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