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sometimes i have to get a catalytic converter.
sometimes i forget my keys at work.
sometimes my dad yells at other drivers.
sometimes i meet b on his lunch break to pick up the car, and we go to a coffee shop for a visit.
sometimes i bump into old best friends who now work at coffee shops.
sometimes a school bus drives past me and i see it's being driven by my highschool classmate.
sometimes it feels like living in the same town for almost my whole life makes it inevitable that i will bump into everyone.
sometimes i go to queen's campus and get carded.
sometimes while on campus i look at the students, think they're so young, and then feel sorry for them.
sometimes watching old anxiety teen tv shows make me squrim from the awkwardness so much that my eyes water.
sometimes sleeping is extra comfortable.
sometimes losing weight doesn't feel so difficult.
sometimes i like my lunch better than other times.
sometimes i both love and feel annoyed at a book at the same time.
sometimes it's too much.
sometimes it's too little.
sometimes it's just right.
sometimes i zig.
sometimes i zag.
sometimes i move my pile of mess from one pile on the floor to another pile on the floor.
sometimes i think about what i would do if i could do it again, and i tell people such.
sometimes i think that's the best advise.
sometimes i go to a show to just see brendan play, even though he plays in our living room all the time.
sometimes thank you cards aren't as overwhelming as they once were.
sometimes i'm positive.
sometimes i'm grumpy.
sometimes i'm squished.
sometimes i'm relieved.
sometimes i'm peaceful.

you can take that however you feel.