canaan

it's been a long day. its hard to believe that earlier today i was waking up to joelle crying in the night, driving home from camp, going to the goat (which feels like forever since i was there last), going to the block party, having a tea at tim horton's with the girls, then going to rhonda's. wow, busy day.

sometimes thing are weird and i can't help it. sometimes i feel awkward or speechless when i don't want to be. i don't know what to do or how to handle this. i wish you were online right now.

well if i haven't said it before, i had a really good time at camp with my family. all went well, any little fights did not involve me. i pulled my weight and didn't fall into the "youngest sibling" role (often). here's a pic of my family. this photo actually is very significant for me since its my first complete family photo (with both mom and dad) in 16 years. i like that its off centre.

today, as i previously mentioned, was the block party. i was telling my mom, how its nice that i i was coming home from camping to go to an event where i'd see a lot of my friends at once. it was nice. there was one odd occurance... an old friend showed up to meet up with a girl he'd met on the internet. hmmm. it was weird. its interesting how quickly i start to wonder "maybe i should unblock him on msn?" i'm thankful for friends who are there to remind me why that's a bad idea.

half of the time we're gone but we don't know where.