humidex

i should be packing right now. i'm writing a list of things i need to bring. canny forget... (that's scotish for "can't forget". now you know so if i use the word canny again we're all good).

i packed nothing last night. although i did sit around until 1 a.m. waiting for my friend to call me. she didn't... i guess we're even now. i wonder if she did it on purpose...

anyways, back to my packing story, i sat there trying to rack my brain so i won't forget anything. then thought of joy. at this moment, she's trying to get 2 kids up and dress. pack her stuff, pack their stuff, pack the car. well, i'm sure tim is helping with the car and in other ways. man, its nice that all i have to do is throw some stuff in a bag and go. last year she forgot joelle's baby, and regretted each night when she had to listen to joelle scream from her bed "my baby, my baby". ah, i'm gonna enjoy my freedom as much as possible.

i was thinking, about how amazing it is (well maybe not amazing its more of a phemonemon) that sometimes the things that once meant everything to us, eventually mean nothing. i guess the reverse is true too – things that mean nothing to us eventually mean everything. hmm, have i talked about this before? i have a feeling i have. oh well, here's hoping you forgot.

well tonight is little r's birthday party. i'm very upset i'm going to miss it. its the bash for her 30th! wow!! if you see her, give her salutations. anyways, here's a pic in honor of her and her life and her achievements.

i've got 1 hour. well not really, i have less than that. well i'm gonna miss you all. hugs all around!! {u} {u} {u} don't forget me when i'm gone... ah crap, now i have glass tiger stuck in my head.

watching another day turns into night.
there goes another month.
doesn't it frighten you so?