i am currently at melissa's house doing my laundry and using her computer while she's not here. i hope it's ok that i'm using her macbook. its interesting because i was just recently thinking about how i've never written an entry anywhere but at home. oh except at work, but that's still my computer. haha, its kind of funny to think i have two computers! i love them both...
when it comes to computers, there's nothing i hate more than when a software or operating system gets upgraded and actually becomes less innovative. ARGH! i HATE that.
this afternoon i was sitting in my cube feeling really uncomfortable in my clothes. i couldn't wait to get home and change out of them. then i realized... "its not my pants, its the fact that i haven't been getting any exercise for the whole month of march!!" so when i got home from work, i went for a long walk around the big block (the memorial centre). i quite enjoyed myself, swinging my arms as i marched. at top lesley speed, i managed to get all the way around and home again in 25 minutes. good to know. it felt great. i like being active.
since last night's entry, i've come across at least 3 different potential kitties, and all of them have fallen thru. i'm feeling ok, although it's hard continuously getting my hopes up like that. but finding the right kitty is important. the same goes with men, i wouldn't just marry any ole guy, so i'm not going to adopt any ole kitty either. i have to hold out for the right one and not feel pressured into bringing home one that other people think i should get. my mom tried to convince me to adopt this year old she'd seen a the pet store, she chalked up my disinterest to me being "in a snit". which really annoyed me, then that PUT me in a snit. but i'm very particular, and since it's my cat, i want to feel 100% about it. i'm stubborn.
aside from losing fru, i'm doing quite well. it dawned on me that i've been "crush-free" since the new year. it's nice. i haven't been crush-free since a month in 1997. yikes. what a record, not something i'm proud of. i've done the "single thing" for 3 years now, and yet i'm only now experiencing being truly single. it feels good. i'm done with unrequited love.
my saddlebags are full of wishes.
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"i'm done with unrequited love."
don't say that!!!! you're tempting fate! and I don't even believe in fate... but still you saying that makes me nervous :P haha
good for you though. i'm so proud. ;)
riding a bike!
good call melinder.
yup, i'm totally done with unrequited love. even though there's something very romantic about unrequited love, i've moved past it.
and i'm also done with of this tempting fate stuff. i used to always say that too, but people DON'T always meet people when they least expect it.
mark my words, i'll still be single in a year. frig, i'll probably still be single at 30. i might as well embrace it. there's worse things in the world than being single. and i no longer wish to spend energy on stupid things. that includes unrequited love.
that's not what i meant... oh well. :P
heehee. i didn't mean that AT you. i was just ranting in general. you're so cute.
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