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i got my last four cavities filled today. i swear my face was frozen to my eyebrows. it was awful. at one point i got all freaked out that i couldn't swallow and started gagging. thankfully i was able to calm myself – mind over matter. having my cavities filled is like getting a renovation in my mouth. i slide my tongue along the surface of my teeth getting to know their new grooves and think "so! this is my new mouth".

i'm a compulsive responder to emails. if i don't respond to an email, it usually required a lot of effort not to. although, there are the times that if i receive an email before going out or turning off my computer, then i just forget to respond all together. but one thing is for certain, if i didn't forget i would've responded. i bet i could keep an email conversation going for eternity. sometimes i'm afraid i will.

i love halter top season.

i've decided to work more consciously on my posture. i liked how michel walks with such an upright spine, it was noteworthy. it's inspired me. part of me is hesitant because walking with your back straight and chest out is weird. but the longer i do it the confident i feel because i appear confident. plus, it's more comfortable.

what's up with the word 'smog'? it must be a relatively new word, right? i wonder how they came up with it. i wonder if it's an acronym, or a combo of the words 'smoke" and "fog". because it's kind of a smoky fog. kind of.

though your hands were little, they always gave a lot.