i don't know how i expected to feel. nor do i know why i felt the way i did. or even if i can identify what i felt. all i know is that although it was impending, it still hit me in the face with the intensity of a belly-flop, and stung for several hours afterward.
i want to be more comfortable with my non-physical naked-self. i'm pretty comfortable with myself, but not when standing beside someone else. it's less about the other person than it is about me. no one compares me as much as i compare myself :S
always crashing to the ground,
always from the same height,
always falling down.
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