pearl

do you ever feel like life is made up of the same moment on repeat? that you keep reliving the same conversation over and over?

you've always given me bad advise, i'm going to choose to ignore you.

i wish my room was tidy. you're probably thinking "AGAIN!!" yes. i admit to having a problem. instead of cleaning, when i'm done here i'm just going down to the living room to avoid the chaos chez lesley.

melinda and i were talking today about how sometimes when you meet someone you forget that they've had an entire life before you. its such a interesting thought. i know i've done that, and i think that was very ignorant and closed minded of me. i hate it when that's done to me.

i had a lot of dreams last night. dreams about the most obscure people too. i swear i had 6 to 10 dreams and they were all really weird!! then out of the blue today i'll have a flash back of a dream i had and just shake my head. i find myself feeling differently about a few people like they're mad at me, then remember "that wasn't real!!" yay. have you ever dreamt that someone died and feeling really sad then waking up to realize it was just a dream and feeling really happy? that happened not too long ago with one of my friends, and i thought "next time i see her i'm gonna run up to her and give her a big hug!!" but then i changed my mind because no one likes being told that someone dreamt they died. i told kristen that once and she said "i hope you don't have the gift of prophecy".

here's to the klepto i was eavesdropping on in indigo yesterday!! keep on truckin'.
(hey don't judge me, she was a loud talker. and secretly i think she wanted to be eavesdropped on...)

you and i, we take it all in stride
you and i rely on little things to get by.