i'm really into rice cakes lately. i'm not intentionally trying to be healthy, i just always get snacky around 10 a.m. and they tie me over until noon. i'm fascinated by them, how do they get them to have that unusual texture.
i'm getting really excited about my apartment. i can't wait to set it up and paint. i think i'll have an "open house" when i get settled so i can have everyone over to visit and check out my new place. that'll be fun, and that means my family, and friends from all different groups will meet! i used to be really, really bad at mixing groups of friends. i hope i'm getting better at it.
man, i really want to be knitting right now, but i hate just knitting and staring at the walls and i don't want to watch t.v. i wish i had a friend to visit with, but i'm going out to the "save vince" show at the grad club later tonight. apparently he's dying of anorexia or something. hahaha, just kidding. i think meghan might be going too, she said it depended on her school work. i really, really don't miss being a student. although, the transition into the working world was much harder than they let on. i was really unprepared for the identity crisis that came along with it.
well i just want to say, i really enjoy sharing my life with you guys via pspd. i hope you enjoy it too. i wish i wasn't always on a constant emotional roller-coaster, i kind of wish i didn't think so much. i wonder if i spend too much time alone. i sit for 8 hours a day working at a computer which allows me a LOT of time to analyze my life. today "someone" implied that i was old, actually it wasn't implied it was stated. what WAS implied was "why aren't you married and having babies??" and another person recently asked me "are you going to be an old maid?". both statements hurt my feelings and i proceeded to over-think things wondering "what IS wrong with me??" but i feel really accepted by you guys and i need to focus on that.
all you can hear is my refusal
cos i haven't got the time for a jerk-off loser.
3 comments:
ok so I'm older than you. and I'm not married and have no kids. and no immediate plans for either. tell 'em to shove it.
or better, imply "why aren't you kind and why don't you have tact?"
Old? You're not old. Sarah's old. 30 today. Hey. Try being 50 (or so). Some of us (i.e. me) have been old since we were babies. People like you (and Carolyn) will never be old. You've got lots of time to get married and have babies. For now, there's just too much knitting to do.
thanks guys!! you are both very right! this is where the whole "some people are stupid" thing comes in, and i just need to ignore them. argh, what jerks!
thanks for your perspective, its refreshing :)
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