i've been having a rough go of it today. basically, i ended up crying in a bathroom stall at work. i hate it when that happens. thankfully, its only happened once before. not to worry, nothing knickers related. not boy related either. i felt a little better after crying but i still feel a little sad and emotional.
exciting news though! i got my current knitting project done. i'm suprised with myself, i didn't realize i was so close to completion. its pretty jazzy. its another throw custom, i knitted it sidey-ways, and threw in a few cool lines for texture. not a clue what i'll knit next. maybe a sweater for joelle. it'll be my first sweater. i'm planning on knitting a scarf or toque for vinc' for his first canadian winter. i totally picked a fight with him last night which isn't cool at all. not something i'm proud of, but i can't help it. its typical lesley at my worst. that's where the deet starts to kick in. i am deet.
it wouldn't take much to convince me i'm insane right now. hopefully i won't come across anyone who will take it upon themselves to try.
so i've discovered the best way of getting new books. have several of your friends move to remote or distant places and ensure they need a place to store their things while their gone. i've temporarily inherited books from melinda and beckie (all properly labeled so don't worry about them getting mixed up). i'm all set for the next year. i have my own frickin' library.
there is someone who visits pspd on a regular basis from "scarborough junction, ontario". their internet provider is "porchlight" who is this person i wonder. its driving me batty. don't be confused, it may still be you even if you don't live in scarborough junction. my sitemeter isn't super accurate that way.
i wish i could say
something profound,
something outloud.
something to help,
but i can't say.
nothing comes to me now.
2 comments:
you know, I've discovered the best way of storing stuff... lend it out :P haha
seriously.. I have loaned out a car, a table, half my personal library, and... um.. a watermelon (that was an accident though and I have it back now).
I'm sorry you've got the mean reds. you may feel crazy right now but it will pass. just breathe deep and try to really notice all the pieces of crazy. you'll appreciate it when you're feeling sane again. the sun'll come out... tomorrow. or the next day. :) keep your smile.
do you think all the coming and going amongst your friends is disorienting you? i'd bring you in my suitcase if you wouldn't be all wrinkly when we arrived.
i didn't realize you lent out your car. i thought you were selling it for some reason.
i have no idea what my problem has been. but i got to bed on time last night and i slept well and got up this morning without a fight. i'm hoping that's a good sign. couple more nights like that will do me good.
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