teabag

ahhhh. its good.

i've spent the evening doing chores. it was nice. it was relaxing. i purposefully stayed of msn because i just felt like having some time to myself. i got everything done. i'm satisfied in my accomplishments. i got my menu for the week all done and grocery shopped accordingly. i kind of like this new routine i have. grocery shop on mondays. hmm, that's about it, grocery shopping on monday is my new routine apparently. admittedly my fridge is just about completely bare, but it is just me and i'm not known for a big appetite.

i've had this terrifying thought, that i've lost the ability to draw. i've become so digital that traditional drawing has become obsolete. that's a really scary thought. so i've decided to make time to draw every day. even just small things, but i have to finish it because i have this bad habit of not liking how something looks and then just quit. that's how i got myself into this predicament. and logically speaking, if i want to make some paintings for my walls i'm going to have to practise. you can't go from chopsticks to mozart in one big leap. so that's my plan. i've just got to find something to draw, i'll probably look through a magazine or else i'll just find myself looking around my house and end up drawing the round speakers of my imac or a mug – BORING! i'm going to take another drawing course when i get home from kenya, when i'm less poor.

i'm hibernating in my house a little this week. people are welcome to visit, but i just need some time at home. i've been out way too much lately. and now my place is clean so i'm not ashamed to have people over. yay!

and all that I've got,
and all that I need,
i tie in a knot
and i lay at your feet.