i'm begining to wonder if having a blog makes me too available to everyone. i feel obligated to give something to everybody. i feel spread too thin. i feel sick. i feel weary. i feel torn apart. when i can't give myself fully to anything, i'm become ineffective in everything. i can't be everyone's best friend. i wish i could be. by trying i've made myself burnt out.
i'm taking a break.
a sabbatical from blogging.
i don't know for how long.
i am blue
and unwell.
