wow, i've have a great day!! my mom told me once that i don't stay down for long but bounce back quickly. at the time i didn't know what she was talking about but now i do. its interesting the things my mom knows about me, i guess its understandable since she's been observing me my whole life. i find i function best when i know what i'm "dealing with". its hard for me to cope with uncertainty, but if something is final or permanent i'll mourn it for a little while but once i've adjusted i'm fine. so now i'm fine, at least i think i am.
i've concluded i need more guy friends. lately when i've been talking with my friends i have little guy-advise to offer. its been like "i don't know if that means he likes you" "i don't know if guys watch the door if waiting for a girl they like" "i don't know if guys can tell when they're about to be dumped" i wish i had some male friends to bounce stuff off of, to get their opinions. buddy's been good for getting the male perspective, along with my brother-in-law and a few of my friends husbands. but you know, its more than that. men just are so different than women and it would probably balance out the girl-to-guy ratio in my life a little. i used to have lots of guy friends, but it can be complicated (see blocks) i don't know if there's away around that. but alas, just because i'd like more guy friends doesn't mean i'll all of a sudden have a bunch.
so today i called every government institution and bank to change my address. this one guy i talked to, his name was jan, kept asking me all these questions and then would follow my answer with "pERFect" i found this amusing. i find everything funny. tonight i used the loo at beckie's new place and laughed hysterically at the toilet because its totally lopsided.
frig, i keep having to unpack things i've already packed because i've been overly eager. oh well. this week is going very slowly. oh crap, i better hurry, gilmore girls is on in 3 minutes, this entry is taking too long because i'm dancing through the whole thing. i'm sure people can see me threw the window and i must look crazy. i don't even care.
heaven sends and heaven takes
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