apparently stress and anxiety run in my family. i didn't realize that. i wouldn't say i'm suffering from anxiety, but i am extremely stressed out. i just needed some space, some time to myself. to such the extent that i didn't answer my door this evening when i heard the door-bell and it was obvious that i was home. i need to kick it down a few notches.
i feel like i need a social diet. or i need to just sit around and not be multi-tasking.
i dunno. my identity has changed so much in recent years that i don't know which extreme is more me. bored, no-life lesley... or crazy, socially overwhelmed lesley?? i have no clue. i just want to be me, i just need to pull that out from under all the clutter.
waa-waa. boo-hoo. poor me.
JUST KIDDING!
i have no drama in my life. i'm glad. in my present state, there's nothing about me to gossip about. it's a squeaky clean life for me. i need to shake off the notion that no drama equals a dull existence. i'm not complaining, i just wanted to share that i'm stressed and my heart is racing from being overwhelmed. i'm not fully recovered from my breakdown, so i need to remind myself to take it easy and not be over loaded. pspd is the best outlet to let everyone know i still need some breathing space.
i like listening to banjo music in my cube.
my baby's got the lonesome lows,
don't quite go away overnight.
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Family sometimes causes stress and anxiety, as well! Everybody needs a little space sometimes. Hope you get some good space.
BOB! you commented and i didn't even talk about finances! thanks. maybe i should build a work shop and hide out in there from time to time??
You're welcome to come hang out in mine until yours is built.
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