sometimes when my face is wet i just need someone to spoon me or rub my back. he's good at that. it happens about once a month. eventually he'll be able to console me without finding it alarming. in the newness of the morning everything looked brighter. i decided to do something very optimistic and email my contact person to get my ducks in a row. my ducks aren't marching any place at the moment, but i figured it would give me some peace of mind knowing that they'd fall in line smoothly when the time comes. i'm a proactive person. i find it comforting to take action.
i discovered yesterday that i hate feeling limited. when i hit the glass ceiling i don't handle it well and i bang my fists upon it's surface. in a way that glass ceiling is like a magnifying glass and when the light hits it just so it makes me melt. melt down.
i hear your laugh,
i heard you sing,
i wouldn't change a single thing.
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