this afternoon i got some quality time with my eamon. it feels like it's been a while since we've had some good one-on-one time, and it restored my hope and our dynamic. i guess it's true what they say about needing to make time with each individual kid. it's tricky, because i feel like we're together all the time, so how could he possibly need MORE time with me. but it seems that he does, and i do too.