chaos

i'm totally into jim guthrie right now. melinda was teasing me about it. it is really strange actually. because like, i saw him in concert about a year & a half ago and at the time didn't know any of his stuff. i mostly went to hang out with melinder & andrew. but now i'm all jim guthrie all the time. for the last few entries and my msn name have included guthrie quotes. i always seem to go see bands or musicans that i'm not familar with then get into them afterwards. that's why i'm so psyched about stars in a couple weeks, because i'm a big fan. i heart stars.

today we had a surprise baby shower for mayelin. april sent everyone an email telling us that the location of our party was changed, i stupidly responded (with history) to her and included mayelin telling them about my day at home sick. so of course she sees the info at the bottom of the email and the email title. sometimes i'm retarded. its like the time i was telling joy right in front of my mom's friends, that my dad spilled the beans that she (joy) was pregnant, meanwhile my mom hadn't told her friends yet because they'd just had a miscarriage. again, sometimes i'm retarded.

i'm babysitting with my dad tonight, and am having dinner with j+t before hand. she's feeling all cooped up and caleb is teething so he's driving her crazy. i'm gonna vege out and wear comfy clothes.

can you make something out of nothing?