Thursday, February 16, 2006

freak out

well... all i can say is: there is no wrath like a woman scorned. believe you me, i've burn many a bridge in fits of anger, but nothing like my last one. i feel bad because i totally ruined a friendship – a friendship i really enjoy. and i WILL miss him. but i just couldn't do it anymore, my heart was involved and i kept being jerked around. part of me wants to apologize for the harshness of my words, to somehow repair his opinion of me. but on the other hand i'm really glad i let him have it, maybe he'll think twice before leading another girl on. whatever, he's not the first guy to think i'm nutts and probably won't be the last.

whatshisface: if you DO ever read this (which i doubt you ever will), i'm sorry for the things i said...

well i stayed home from work today. i'm just printing out the standard and then i'll be able to go back to vegging on the couch. hmm and i think i'll brush my teeth too. gross. i watch mens figure skating today and i saw one of the bombardier commericals. have you guys seen them??? its funny to me that i see the streetcar and immediately know "that's milan". i'm totally like the people in the commericals, everywhere i go "ouh, that's a bombardier train" "that's a bombardier plane". its kind of embarrassing that those people are supposed to be all stupid and obsessed and i'm like that in real life. hahahaha. oh well, i'm proud of my bombardier. you should be TOO. melissa said she sees those commercials and thinks of me, its cute.

well my teeth are begging to be brush so i should go.

grass whithers, flowers fall

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