rice

things went well with michel today. it was really funny because i kept pumping him with questions "why this", "why that", then i got into questions about switzerland, and germany, and the russian occupation of east germany, until he said "lesley... i'm only here one day!" so many questions! i didn't realize i was such an inquizitive person, but it makes sense kind of. i do like to know stuff. and i retain info like a sponge. he's a real cutie, slightly different than i expected but not a lot really. it was surreal because i'd hear his voice and knew it was him, but didn't recognize the face it was with. he's very soft spoken.

well i went to the toucan tonight to meet up with april and mayelin. a group of us from work were supposed to be going, however, no one other than me and this guy ken showed up. it was a tad awkward. i felt like i was on a date with him minus any attraction or desire to be around him. thankfully i could make good conversation with a lamp post if need be, so we chatted easily for quite a while. good thing i'm a train nerd that's all i can say.

its not a big thing
its almost small
a passing coversation
that's all
but there it is
a revelation
here it comes
the irritation