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i feel like a huge hosebag when i check my email and there's nothing. why does that bother me so much? and why is it so unusual while becoming more frequent?? i guess i used to be busy sending emails about living room and yada yada yada, and now nothing. i think i'm addicted to my email and to msn too. haha, you know what's funny! when certain people sign online i duck or find myself whispering and i have to remind myself that they can't see or hear me. hahaha. i'm a geek. haha, i bet you're now wondering if i do that to YOU!

i had a mellow day today. mellow is a nice way of putting it, its more like slightly deflated. i'm totally a drama junkie, i like how beckie describes it as "emotionally diverse" that is very accurate. i'm sure you've picked up on that if you're a regular visitor to pspd.

my packing is coming along almost too well, my room smells like cardboard. i'm all pumped and ready to pack, but i'd say i'm already half-way done. one of the major things i'm yet to do is take down all my posters and pictures from the wall. that usually takes much longer than you'd expect, but i'm hesitant to do that because i like waking up and still feeling at home here. i don't want to feel a stranger in my own room. i love my house. i'll miss it. thankfully the maxi pad is also pretty radical.

i went over to beckie's just to chill-out in her room while she did stuff. i like that. while i was there i found myself very snacky, so we eventually decided to walk to the store so i could get some sunflowerseeds and she wanted some hagendaus. it was chillly, so when we stopped at my house for my wallet i put on my winter garb and we went a hunting. i love sunflowerseeds, there the best thing to eat when i just feel compelled to chew. a man yelled at me once for spitting the shells on the sidewalk outside turks while i waited for melinda. i, in turn, pointed out the fact that there were cigarette butts all over the place!!

so knickers is giving me some curtains. she gave me some a few months ago when i was buying the house, and i have to say... i don't know what she was thinking!!! maybe if i was a middle-aged woman living in the 1990s i'd like them. like, they're too out-dated even for her! inspite the fact that i hate them, i don't have the heart to turn them down. but in truth, i'd prefer to have no curtains at all them use those ones. much to the dismay of sarah and joanna, who have mentioned on several occassions that our back door has no curtains and people can see into our house. c'est la vie...

wow, this turned out to be a long entry, i hope it didn't bore you. to close, here's a pic from yesterday's lunch, meghan looks so unimpressed. hahaha. she's funny. well i'm going to take in an early night. i hope my "getting ready for bed routine" doesn't take very long. i should check my clothes that are in the dryer. i'm appreciating the dryer since its the last time i'm going to use one for many years.

whatever doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. unless it gives you post-traumatic shock.