dizzy

i've had a really awesome day!!!!

i managed to get invited to the butlers for dinner again!! yay, i'm not going to die of starvation. thanks guys! hangin out with the butlers is fun.

after that sarah and i went to the goat, where we bumped into melinda and irina. i like spending time with sarah, i feel very real with her. i think its partly because we're a lot a like. i know she understands me and won't judge me if i say something inappropriate. when it started getting busy we went back to her place and continued our visit. i like that paul was there too and that they both gave me really good feedback and perspective on life. i value what they said and it really confirmed what i was already feeling. i'm on the right track, or was and need to get back there. sometimes that's easier said than done, but with friends like that who have valid concerns and care about me, how can i go wrong. its good to be honest. part of me wondered if i should hold back, but in the end didn't and i'm better off for it. i should hang out with them more often. well i promised sarah that i'd tell her my "big mysterious story", so we'll have to make a date for that.

tara gave me a cookie that she baked, i think i'll take it to work and have it with my mid-afternoon cup of tea.

immediately after leaving the butler's place i went to beckie's and we headed to the merchant. unfortunately, i forgot my id and when we arrived the guy wouldn't let me in. that's so dumb. i'm fricken 26 years old!!! he said the manager was insisting he see everyone's id, but seriously if they're concerned about getting busted for having under age patrons than that's not relievant since like i said I'M 26!!! we had to drive home and get my bag and return where i presented my driver's licence and gave him a dirty look. if i was going to lie about my age i wouldn't pick 26 because that would seem a little far fetched.

i should go to bed. i'm tired.

come stop those little boulders rolling down the hill.