i've been feeling somewhat indecisive lately. i feel like just being at home, and yet i want company, and yet, not enough to invite anyone over. THANKFULLY, i've scored on guests in spite of myself. monday melissa came over, yesterday i bumped into rhonda & isaac on the street and this evening my dad popped by. we drank tea and ate cookies on my beloved balcony. he chatted my ear off while i did crossword puzzles.
i have officially met & had a conversation with my new neighbours downstairs. they're really nice. i like the girl a lot, her name is katie. i think i might invite her up for a visit sometime. she baked me cookies, the exact cookies i shared with my dad. i asked them if it's ok if i use their composter, they said that was fine. that's good. it's surprising that i WANT to compost, composting used to really gross me out as a kid. i guess that's a part of growing up, understanding the reasons why we do the things we do.
i've been shy lately. i hate that. my shyness is directly related to how insecure i'm feeling. i've also been a little paranoid. very few people read pspd anymore. that makes me feel insecure as well. MAN, i'm riddled with insecurity lately. what happened to me!?!?
i think i've finally blown the speakers in my car stereo. i guess it's about time, i do usually blare my music full blast in the car. i'm surprised it didn't happen before now actually. even so it's disappointing.
i've been going to bed quite early all week. it's been good, it's easier getting out of bed when you've slept well.
you think you understand how really broke i am.
7 comments:
Hey loser - I'm still reading! :)
Melody
i know ;) i see you on my site meter. i know which one you are now.
i'm glad you still read. you know what?? it's been almost a year since i saw you!!
What am I, chopped liver??
Though I now read your site via RSS, so perhaps I don't show up in your stats...
well, i had considered calling you chopped liver. BUT.... ok no, not really. ya, i don't think you DO show up.
thanks for stickin around :)
A year??!! All that means is that it's time for you to come to Waterloo again. ;) We just put a pool in our backyard - does that sweeten the deal a little more?....come to waterloo!! You know my house is open to you anytime you want.
By the way - I messaged Allison's brother on facebook to see if I could find out where the heck she is. He sent me her phone number - she lives in London now. The only thing left to decide is - do I call her? Advice??
Mel
ya! totally!! i'm totally interested in what she'd doing now. you're awesome :)
that's crazy that you found her brother on facebook. i don't even remember his name! oh, wait. was it jonathan??
a pool sounds great!! look at you, all living in a house, getting a pool. i'm impressed. i'll see if i can make it down. i'll take a look at my calendar and at my car... ;)
Take the train! The station is a 10 min drive from my house - that way you can max & relax on the trip. :)
Seriously - get your butt down here!
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