hackneyed

i decided to just skip over the whole weaning process and start the whole caffeine detox process right away. i've been doing pretty good too, i've been having 2 cups of decaf a day. i haven't had a headache since saturday, and today was the first day i was feeling stuffy as though a sinus headache was forming, but just didn't. i was talking to ferrence about it, and he though quiting caffeine was "a little excessive". he sees nothing wrong with having 4 cups of coffee a day. he used to drink 8. not that it's wrong, it's just not a good idea. sometimes the 5 generations between ferrence and i are more obvious than others times. he's retiring next week. there goes another work-friend. they're all dropping like flies! however, like a lot of the corporate mongers i'm surrounded by, he's coming back to work after the weekend he retires to consult.

i swear she uses the word 'neither' when it's supposed to be 'either'. but i can't prove it.

i just saw a white car drive pass my place slowly. i think it was you.

sometimes i think i wonder too much about the future and about how i'll look back on the present day. that probably comes more out of excitement than dissatisfaction.

i was only trying to be helpful and she was rather snooty. no wonder people are less inclined to be helpful these days, if they're received with less than enthusiasm. but whatever. i know i did good, and her rude manner will just be flushed from my brain the moment i finish this sentence – i'm ignoring inappropriate behaviour. it makes my life easier.

i've got a fire on the soles of my feet.