sometimes i read a book and i hate the ending. on occasion i'll even toss the book across the room. BUT for some reason i'll find it unforgivable when in the film-version of the book changes the ending. i HATE THAT! hm. i'm left feeling unpleasantly tingly and kind of disturbed.
today's been a funny day. everyone is out of town and brendan's consumed with his sermon. i think this is the first time i've felt lonely in a long time. i've done a lot of chores, which is good, but also kind of unsatisfying. i wish i had cable tv. i want to just mindlessly channel surf my evening away. that would be good.
i kind of like that i feel restless tonight. it kind of feels normal. the last year has been big and busy and distracting. i like that i'm settling in to this new normal to discover i'm still the exactly the same. i've often been afraid of changing, of losing touch with myself, but it's assuring to know that i'm still me. that i remain me amongst transition.
their colours match the tone of my skin.
No comments:
Post a Comment