seedling

my car broke down today.
thankfully it happened right out front of a mechanic. it all got sorted out well, but as the end of the day draws near i'm rather exhausted. future car repairs, the discovery of alarming family traits, overwhelming commissions, meeting new people. it's more than i like to deal with in one day.

this evening brendan had his friend sarah over from highschool. it was very interesting, because i watched him in this place as if it was his own (and it will be, so it was good practice). he showed her around, told her tales about the cats, gave her a tour. it was very foreign to me. i haven't shared a space with other people's guests in a long time, and i've developed a weirdness around other people's people in my space. needless to say, i felt stretched, but in a good way.

that being said... all that was today is still crawling all over me, and i think i'll resign and simply get into bed. tomorrow's another day.

why's everything so wrong?