thyme

well its the new year, and once again the calendar was hot on my trail. i turn 26 and it has to go and change to 2006. freakin calendar... such a copy cat.

so my plans for last night kinda got muddled, but devious, little r and i (eggs) rang in the new year with determination! yay for us!! it was an interesting evening. we got kicked out of the tirnanog, we saw earring guy from the Y (uh-huh, ya, i know...), and saw one of my friend's fathers with another woman. the girls had to talk me out of calling up the friend and ratting him out. its really none of my business and i have no right to get in the middle of that mess.

poor "d" and little r had to sit through one of my crazy rants about "does time exist??!?" and "joelle hold the secrets of my future!!" hahahaha. those poor girls. i feel bad for putting them through that. frig, i'm worse sober than most people are stoned/drunk!

there were a couple things from our conversation that really struck me. one thing was "you can't make other peoples decisions for them" and the other was "you can't push things, things happen only when you're ready". i'll use myself as an example here. like this make-up thing. my family teased me and tried to coax me for years upon years to wear make-up but i just wasn't ready. i had to get to that point myself. same with drinking. and cooking (argh, cooking i'm still alittle unsure of that one).

i've decided to open a flickr account. people are always sending me cool pics and there's just not enough room on pspd. so i'm gonna have a flickr account to post them all there. so stay tuned, i'll probably post a link to that later tonight.

awww, this is my last night of being able to stay up super late :( oh well, i'll have to make it a good one :) well i'm off to help melinder make a poster for the station.

love cures all cynicism ~ m.l. richka