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i'm exhausted so i'm gonna skip desperate housewives, write this entry, then get into bed.

it was a good day, although i was on edge for part of it. i could've definitely used the superpower to shape-shift into something else seeing as i desperately wanted to blend into the wall at one point.

i went out for lunch with catherine and kristin, which turned out to be an utter surprise and i really enjoyed myself. they'd never met before, but we all talked quite freely and bonded as we shared past problems that continue to plague us.

at mid-afternoon i met up with victor at the goat – you know... victor my friend from kenya?? it was neat and sort of trippy since we've never known each other outside of africa before. he said as he left that he almost expected to find himself walking down the dirt roads of kijabe. while we were there melissa walked in, i saw her looking around in search of something. i called out to her "melissa!" and she said "oh there she is". she'd seen my car out front and came in to say hello. victor invited her to join us, and she was a nice addition to our conversation.

we had living room this evening, and as usual that was a great event. lots of good discussion although we have a problem keeping on topic.

i've been having this odd sensation in my foot today. i thought it was connected to my edgy-ness, a kind of stress induced affliction. but i'm now wondering if it's not. oh by the way, after taking neocitran that night my emerging cold dissipated. its good stuff.

i'm only alive with you.
i can't get by and i won't get through.