visceral

i'm so close to finishing hatch that i can almost taste it, but i know it's in my best interest to just leave it for tomorrow and begin my going to bed routine.

i'm so excited about this summer. i love the summer, it's a fantastic time of year. i've decided that as a special treat, i'm going to take myself to the screening room once a week until the fall. i did that several summers ago, because i used to volunteer there. i got thinking about how super it was to ride my bike down there in the heat and bike home in the cool dark, and to watch random foreign films in the front row by myself. i'm looking forward to it, and if all goes well, i'll be able to start this week. believe it or not, the hardest part about this new activity is making the time for me. it'll be hard to commit to it when i don't have to consider anyone else, it's easier to compromise my own plans if something else comes up. but i really want to do this, so i hope it works out. selecting the films will also be hard, i've discovered that movies at the screening room are a bit of a crap-shoot. sometimes they're fantastic and other times they suck. i hope i don't waste many visits on crappy movies.

i've also decided to window-shop at EVERY store on princess street (starting at barrie). to basically go in, look around then leave again. i realize that's weird, but i haven't been in most of the stores down there, and well... it's something worth exploring. not quite sure how long it'll take to check out roughly 50+ shops, so i think i'll have to use two saturdays – you know, pan down each side of the street on separate days. i think i'll spend the rest of my days doing peculiar, nonsensical things just for kicks.

every time i blink i have a tiny dream.