Friday, January 16, 2009

neon

it's not a game.
and i don't want to play.

i am on a road that leads to nowhere.

i'm excited about my new knitting project. they're a pair of fingerless mitts. knitty dot com has such great patterns. some of the nicest/funkiest. i've got to pick me up some purple yarn tomorrow. i love that i make things like fingerless mitts, and bodyless sweaters. it's very suitable considering my name is les. what's next? a hoodless hoodie? OH! i AM totally planning on knitting toeless sox!!! hahaha. that's hilarious! i'm going to make toeless sox for when i paint my toenails, they're called pedicure sox. hahahahaha. at least i'm consistant.

the truth of it all is that i'm too much everything. (too strong. too fragile. too bold. too timid. too silly. too serious. too confident. too paranoid. too good. too crappy. too mouthy. too inarticulate. too extroverted. too introverted. too regular. too unorthodox. too sensitive. too jagged. too intense. too apathetic), and yet not enough something. but what IS that something??

it's time for a distraction.

come see where your eyes cannot see.
and close your eyes, child, and look at what i'll show you;
let your mind go reeling out and let the breezes blow you.

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