nike

sometimes life makes me want to throw-up. and other times it sets my feet a dancing.

this evening at the Y i heard a girl telling her friends how she wishes she was born in 1979. that would've been her ideal year so she could've experienced the 80s more. it made me smirk secretly. it was nice to hear my year of birth being envied. it is a pretty awesome year to be birthed.

i've been tracking my dreams – looking up their meaning on the internet ever since that llama dream i had last week. it's been VERY illuminating. there's a reoccurring theme of me feeling overwhelmed, overly worried, etc. i need to find a better way to cope. i don't know what to do to help me feel more centred and grounded. i don't know what other people do who work full time and have busy social lives. the maxi pad is a total mess right now because i don't have time to tidy, nor do i have the interest when i actually do have some free time. i'm a little frustrated that i haven't learned balance yet. all i know is that when my dreams are trying to tell me that i'm overwhelmed than i've definitely taken on too much. they don't ALL tell me that i'm overwhelmed, they tell me other inner fears too. i kind of wish they'd tell me something uplifting for a change. mind you, i've only been tracking them for a week, so maybe tonight's the night!

it hurts a little. i'm aching.

i'm pretty sure i was about to fall asleep in relaxation part of yoga class tonight. i'll take that as my cue to go to bed asap. sayonara.

convince me that the truth is always grey.