holy crap, meghan tells a good story. i had the fun-est time with her this evening, she's so great. spending time with her makes my face hurt from smiling so much. our conversation brought to mind "guys are dumb, guys are so stupid". no offense dudes. but really, we mostly talked about skateboarding...
so my problem in the red t-shirt finally got up the courage to hit on me tonight. it was so cliché, and as much as i appreciated the gesture and it made me giggle in the change room, i concluded i couldn't date a guy who's never heard of the sleepless goat. too many implications.
i finished knitting my bag last night. i'm sure you appreciate the daily updates on its progess. i'm hoping to sew it together tonight before bed and then tomorrow put in the lining. oh yay!! its supposed to be rainy tomorrow – now i can justify staying inside all day working on it. i'm a little nervous about the lining part inparticular. sewing machines and i don't get a long very well. its disappointing. i wish i was more skilled in that area. i've heard before that you like what you're good at. i'm not good at sewing so i tend not to like it, but i'm going to do it anyway. i like squash and i'm pretty sucky at that. i'm determined to not let my lack of ability to ruin the fun of it. i guess i need to apply the same standards with this sewing project. i just have a problem when i get a picture in my head of what i want something to look like, then when it doesn't match the picture i get frustrated with myself. matt used to tell me "les, don't compare it to the picture in your head because that's not a complete picture". he's right. when i was picking the fabric last week it wasn't exactly like what i'd imagined, but i chose to disregard that and create a new pic to match my material. hmmm. i'm getting clever.
part of me feels like "wow, i'm such a loser that the most consistant topic discussed here at pspd for the last week is my current knitting project". but that's good. i need to mellow out a bit and not be a drama junkie. an uneventful week, or even uneventful life isn't a bad thing.
man, i'm such a waster of food. i got this massive meal at the goat tonight and couldn't eat half of it. i actually had to recruit meghan to help me out. but in the end i mustered up some courage to ask for a take-home box. so i guess i'll be having some leftover vegatarian lasagna for lunch on monday. i think i'll pop it in the freezer. yay, one more problem solved. i hate the whole issue of what to have for lunch on work days.
you surround me like a circle.
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