these are strange days.
my head is flooded with 100 different half-baked thoughts. there's so much i want to say and at the same time i want to keep everything to myself. its been a completely oxymoron kind of day, where i feel two opposing things at once, on pretty much every topic. i don't know what to do, and yet there's nothing to be done. see, see what i mean?? i just feel rotten, and i don't know if its think blinking cold, or if i'm tired, or maybe just bored. to be honest i'm a little worried about myself. i think i'm just feeling really lonely. i feel a need to connect with someone, but at the same time i'm too busy to get together and chat. this newsletter has turned into a headache and a half. if i didn't have this hanging over me, eating up a lot of my time then i'm sure things would be looking brighter. i can't get my acrobat distiller to work. i bet that doesn't mean much to anyone.
i wish i had an interesting anecdote to share with you. an amusing tale about my day or some peculiar slant on life. but i'm spent. i have a rule about depressing entries, but i guess what i'm saying here is... i could really use your love and support right now. you don't have to do much, maybe send me an email about your day. just let me know i'm not all alone...
oh on a brighter topic... mayelin had her baby. a baby girl. they named her daniella. she just finished for maternity leave on friday, 2 1/2 weeks before she was due and went into labour the next day or something. funny. well that's super exciting.
i don't deserve to be lonely just cuz you say i do.
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oh, les, I'm here with ya. you're still coming thurs like normal right?
read my email, it's a funny story. sorry to everyone else who won't get to read it... :)
thanx laney. you're trés bon. hows that for some billingualism?? that's about the extent of my ability. that and "j'mapelle lesley" actually i can read french pretty well. i understood your email, but of course you're added translated bits helped me be lazy and not use my brain ;)
oh oh. good news!!! i managed a band-aid solution on this whole computer issue. so that means i can go to bed. hurray!!
eye like yer spehling. fun with french :)
the key is to be a confident misspeller of words. yup. that doesn't make any sense...
Hello Les. Eye m here 4 u. :)
thanks bud. it would be nice if you were here instead of there. oh, i'm going to have to figure out some other way of finishing that bottle cozy for you because apparently it won't get done unless i do it myself. i'm working on a bag right now, so lets say... sometime in april? maybe. sorry its taking so long.
Hmm... well good to know you haven't forgotten about lil' ol' me! :) I eagerly await it's completion.
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