sagittarius

yesterday was bren's 40th birthday. al, mike, rachel, me, and the rest of the storytellers crew have secretly been working on a special edition of hatch to give to her. a collection of stories and letters about her from the people who love her. it turned out amazingly beautiful. and i don't mean the appearance. it's such a beautiful gift and i'm so touched to have been part of it. the best part of all is how much she loved it. every time i think about it, i smile from ear-to-ear from way down in my liver.

tonight was the bbd annual christmas party. this year it was at portsmouth olympic harbour. i'd have to say it wasn't as nice as days inn, but it was still a good time. i enjoyed mingling, dancing and the food was very good. i have to admit, i quite enjoy the excuse to get all dressed up. it's the only time of year i really get dolled up and it actually makes me feel really great.

i love watching people. sometimes it makes me feel invisible. sometimes i like that. sometimes i hate it. i'm still trying to sort out how to feel. it's difficult to figure out what is reasonable under the circumstances.

wherever you go
i'll be over your shoulder.