gleeful

i wonder about this expression "a pictures tells a thousand words". i'm skeptical because i have photos or have seen photos that could not nearly express the richness of a moment or experience. the best example of this is the movie based on the best selling novel. movies rarely come close to the fullness of a book. sometimes little is known without the addition of words. the right words can break an image wide open. the saying is not "the camera is mightier than the sword" although, that is also true at times. i dunno. i just want to sing the praises of words because they blow my mind.

you know what i just realized? there is no other word for 'word'. can you think of any?

you may have noticed that i'm up past my bed-time and my computer is still on. i had a late bored meeting and didn't have time to write beforehand. i really didn't want to go two nights in a row without splashing my thoughts on this canvas.

i feel like a square peg in a round hole. i wonder if i'll ever find the right fit. i'm not your regular girl. perhaps a little obscure for every day consumption. however, in spite of my aches, i wouldn't want it any other way. i'm a satisfactory version of myself.

it's possible that i haunt you. you may be the first one ever.

almost each night between two and four,
she rolls out of bed and onto the floor.