walking in the winter can be very invigorating. once you get past the bitter cold. i've decided to walk a lot this week since i'm vacationing from the YMCA. my logic is, since i'm on vacation why do something i do regularly. like go to the Y.
i'm really enjoying my holidays. and this whole new "taking life as it comes" philosophy is really working out well. i was just downtown and stopped in minotaur to visit with beckie. i wanted to see how she slept last night. while i was there we decided to go out tonight to a bar, because she's made it her lifes mission to help me acquire a taste for alcohol. on the way home, i turned on to colbourne street and could see 2 people standing on the sidewalk chatting. it was rhonda and laney!! how cool is that!! i invited them out with beckie and me on our bender (haha, ya right), and they mentioned they were just talking about going skating at the new rink. so i think we're going skating and then drinking. i love waking up and having no idea how my day will unravel.
i have this crazy phobia of getting older. it all stems from my fear of not accomplishing anything. but really when i think about it, i've jammed quite a lot into 26 years, its virtually impossible to live another 26 years uneventfully. i also deep down i think that the older i get the closer i'll be to living in suburbia with pastel walls decorating with dried flowers. but that won't ever happen!! there's no logic to that. i'm not that kind of person. in fact, i will most likely be exactly the same as i am right now in 10 years. except only better. i think people (when doing it right) only get better with age. next church is full of cool adults. actually, al and shari are a good example of the kind of "grown ups" i want to be like. and then years beyond them, i'd say sue and david lyon have something good going too. so i'm just gonna chill out and be myself. if my magic carpet ends up taking me somewhere i don't want to go, i have a feeling it won't be the 1990s.
faith pours from your walls, drowing your calls
i tried to hear, you're not near
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see? now what did I always say... actually, I can't remember. shit. I hate when that happens.
oh yeah! your writing is so cool. that's it. I especially liked the last line... "even if i end up somewhere I didn't want to go, it won't be the 90's" (paraphrase).
you are a special and unique person, and whatever mistakes or errors in judgment or unplanned things happen, they too will be unique and special. hahah. I make me laugh.
remember mae west.
thanks beckie. you make me feel good :)
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