blue chairs

well my sister came over to help me paint my bathroom tonight. we're pleased with it inspite the fact that the colour turned out slightly different than i'd hoped. however, i'm sure i'll get used to it. joy really likes my place and thinks its coming along nicely. that makes me happy, i enjoy her approval, although, her disapproval has never stopped me before. regardless, i'm excited. side note: i love how joy can be my voice of reason sometimes, she was all like "oh les... don't fall for that". she has a good point there.

so what's up?

i'd kind of like to go to bed early tonight. so i think i'm going to head to call it a night after i'm done here. first, let me tell you a little about my new book. its called "cause celeb", oh i actually only JUST cluded in that its called that, i thought it was called "cause caleb". hahahah. anyways. i was reading excerpts out of it to melinda, irina and laura earlier tonight at the goat. melinda was embarrassed. she thinks i talk too loud when we're at the goat. to be fair i do have a problem controling the volume of my voice, however i don't like being hushed. let me share a little of it with you... "in london in the summer of 1985 i was afflicted by a crush, which is a terrible thing to happen to a woman". hahaha, we all agreed with that. here's another interesting excerpt "funny how at 25 you worry about not being taken seriously and take being a sex object for granted. later you take being taken seriously for granted, and worry about not being a sex object". interesting, i wonder if that's true, i can imagine that to be so.

well that's all i'm going to share tonight. partly because i can't remember what i was going to talk about, and partly because i've found my entries a little too long lately and figure no one wants to read a long entry.

love lost, such a cost,
give me things that won't get lost.