danger DANGER

man, i'm cold and not feeling well. ugh.

this evening i was having a mini-meltdown. i'm thankful because beckie talked me back into good sense. i was talking to vinc' on the phone earlier this evening and he said something like "whenever i ask myself a question i already know the answer". that's an excellent point. so when i was freaking out later with beckie, she basically steered me back to my first hunch. my mom always says "go with your first hunch". i think that's great advice. because i knew what to do, but outside sources were confusing me. now i'm back on course.

my house continues to be unpleasantly untidy and its pretty safe to assume that it's unpleasantly unclean under the untidy. if i was a reasonable woman i'd tidy a little before watching a movie, but i'm cold and feeling achey so that's not going to happen.

melissa and i went glasses shopping today, and i quickly found the pair i want. i'm pleased about that. i'm going to take in my prescription tomorrow. yay! we also briefly went to the mall where i impulse bought some clothes. oh well, i like them so i'll somehow justify it.

i'm kind of kicking myself because i've not been on the ball this week. i just finished the standard at like 8:00 on a saturday night, i've never left that so late before. i want to upload some pics onto my flickr account but i'm don't feel like it. maybe if i had a heater on in here i might be more productive.

how could it hurt you when it looks so good.